If

“If you knew what was going to happen, if you knew everything that was going to happen next - if you knew in advance the consequences of your own actions - you’d be doomed. You’d be as ruined as God. You’d be a stone. You’d never eat or drink or laugh or get out of bed in the morning. You’d never love anyone, ever again. You’d never dare to.”

— Margaret Atwood

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qoute

“Many couples, many people, are not living with real human beings, but with their ghosts. Who has not followed for years the spell of a particular tone of voice, from voice to voice, as the fetishist follows a beautiful foot, scarcely seeing the woman herself? A voice, a mouth, an eye, all stemming from the original fountain of our first desire, directing it, enslaving us, until we choose to unravel the fatal web and free ourselves.”

—Anaïs Nin

Belief

For this once, im will belief

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mind

i have a mind so powerful that one day it would destroy everything, including me


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害怕

其实， 我还是怕
我害怕 这一切会是个陷阱

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unknown

it started with an unknown, and its going to end with an unknown

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about understanding

doesnt understand anymore

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about my mind

mind
i have a mind
born with a mind
gifted with a mind
a deadly mind

so deadly that
one day
it could destroy things
anything
everything

even me myself

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about thinking

dont think


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那个字

因为我害怕
对那个字
对那黑暗
的无底洞

我已有了恐惧
也开始不相信
那个字

这是我迟疑的原因


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means aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...!


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