生活

生活是什么？
是上帝在嘲笑
命运在玩弄
生命在讽刺

不在乎

我知道有些事情并不容易但我会继续努力，

在乎一个人的感觉的确很甜蜜却也很痛苦，

如果我还能找到一个令我在乎你而不痛苦的方法，

或许我就不会做出了这么样的一个选择...

我会学着不去在乎你的短信，

不会每天等你的短息等到不会睡觉，

不会每天发一些你不会回复我的短信，

也不会再为了你不回复我和你争吵了...

我会学着不去在乎你记不记得了，

不记得我几时生日也没关系，

不记得我的电话号码也没关系，

不记得什么时候该找我也没关系...

我会学着不去在乎你身边有着谁，

和异性一起出门也没关系，

和异性聊电到半夜也没关系,

和异性搞搞暧昧也没关系...

学着不去在乎你手机里的人是谁，

学着不去在乎你和谁一起聊电话，

学着不去在乎有关你的一切事与物，

或许这样的不在乎才能让自己好过，

或许这样的不在乎已经不再是爱了，

不是就不是吧，因为你也不在乎我是否在乎...

如果你也在乎我的感受，

就不会让我有那么多的在乎了,

我吃醋因为我在乎，

我生气因为我在乎，

我在乎因为我爱你...

如果有一天你察觉到我对你的不在乎，

你不要慌也不要忙，

因为我不在乎不表示我已经不再爱你了，

只是你对我的不在乎,

已经让我学会如何更爱我自己了...

我想我会学着不去在乎，

不是因为不再爱你，

而是先学会如何爱护我自己...

If

“If you knew what was going to happen, if you knew everything that was going to happen next - if you knew in advance the consequences of your own actions - you’d be doomed. You’d be as ruined as God. You’d be a stone. You’d never eat or drink or laugh or get out of bed in the morning. You’d never love anyone, ever again. You’d never dare to.”

— Margaret Atwood

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qoute

“Many couples, many people, are not living with real human beings, but with their ghosts. Who has not followed for years the spell of a particular tone of voice, from voice to voice, as the fetishist follows a beautiful foot, scarcely seeing the woman herself? A voice, a mouth, an eye, all stemming from the original fountain of our first desire, directing it, enslaving us, until we choose to unravel the fatal web and free ourselves.”

—Anaïs Nin

Belief

For this once, im will belief

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mind

i have a mind so powerful that one day it would destroy everything, including me


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害怕

其实， 我还是怕
我害怕 这一切会是个陷阱

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unknown

it started with an unknown, and its going to end with an unknown

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about understanding

doesnt understand anymore

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about my mind

mind
i have a mind
born with a mind
gifted with a mind
a deadly mind

so deadly that
one day
it could destroy things
anything
everything

even me myself

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about thinking

dont think


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那个字

因为我害怕
对那个字
对那黑暗
的无底洞

我已有了恐惧
也开始不相信
那个字

这是我迟疑的原因


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aaaaa

means aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...!


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one

"Once its gone and one has failed to grasp its offered revelation, there is no second chance . One may have to live the rest of one's life in hopeless depths of loneliness and remorse. In that twilight world, one can no longer look forward to anything. All that such person holds in his hands is the withered corpse of what should have been.'




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end

have you
anyone of you
ever thought of

an end
an end of the end

picture of the day

An image taken at Changi broadwalk by one of my friend, Martin edison lim. I love this shot, the mood and elements it has. Btw, that thing behind is a huge rock! in the middle of the beach, like some alien planted it there.

the waiting

sometimes
we have to stop
and wait

for the right moment
for the right flow
for life

used

things we left behind after
......

semi-fishermen

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cleanse you heart
cleanse you soul

feel the space
the simple maze

Inspired by japanese art style.Clean, neat and minimal is what you often see in japanese arts.