Monday, September 13, 2010

不在乎

我知道有些事情并不容易但我会继续努力,

在乎一个人的感觉的确很甜蜜却也很痛苦,

如果我还能找到一个令我在乎你而不痛苦的方法,

或许我就不会做出了这么样的一个选择...

我会学着不去在乎你的短信,

不会每天等你的短息等到不会睡觉,

不会每天发一些你不会回复我的短信,

也不会再为了你不回复我和你争吵了...

我会学着不去在乎你记不记得了,

不记得我几时生日也没关系,

不记得我的电话号码也没关系,

不记得什么时候该找我也没关系...

我会学着不去在乎你身边有着谁,

和异性一起出门也没关系,

和异性聊电到半夜也没关系,

和异性搞搞暧昧也没关系...

学着不去在乎你手机里的人是谁,

学着不去在乎你和谁一起聊电话,

学着不去在乎有关你的一切事与物,

或许这样的不在乎才能让自己好过,

或许这样的不在乎已经不再是爱了,

不是就不是吧,因为你也不在乎我是否在乎...

如果你也在乎我的感受,

就不会让我有那么多的在乎了,

我吃醋因为我在乎,

我生气因为我在乎,

我在乎因为我爱你...

如果有一天你察觉到我对你的不在乎,

你不要慌也不要忙,

因为我不在乎不表示我已经不再爱你了,

只是你对我的不在乎,

已经让我学会如何更爱我自己了...

我想我会学着不去在乎,

不是因为不再爱你,

而是先学会如何爱护我自己...

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